Doodling.
Thinking about things that were a big part of my life. But have been highly neglected in the process of mundane routines.
Poetry that actually came to me in the sleep, in flesh and blood. Walking blocks. Counting blocks. Counting and walking.
Writing. For myself. In secrecy. Writing letters. Unsent. Unsealed.
Going to Prerna. The NGO. Talking to Pinki and Nazma. Teaching Shaan who thinks 'd' is 'p'. Scolding them. Laughing. Chattering. Learning.
Working on the "Incomplete story". A story about a failed writer. The idea that I have been obsessed with over the years.
Sea. Sitting. By myself. Always equally mesmerised with the waves. Always amazed by the fact that I hadn't seen a sea for some 20 years of my life. Confessing my love to Bombay. The city. I love. My biggest love story.
Making plans. Achievable. Unachievable. Realistic. Fatalistic. Fantastic. Plans.
Being comfortable with silence. With loneliness. With myself. Keeping a distance. To keep floating. Being a quasi-existentialist.
Empathising. With people. On trains. On roads. In pain. In throes.
Dreaming.
Buying gifts. Buying cards.
Thinking about things that were a big part of my life. But have been highly neglected in the process of mundane routines.
Poetry that actually came to me in the sleep, in flesh and blood. Walking blocks. Counting blocks. Counting and walking.
Writing. For myself. In secrecy. Writing letters. Unsent. Unsealed.
Going to Prerna. The NGO. Talking to Pinki and Nazma. Teaching Shaan who thinks 'd' is 'p'. Scolding them. Laughing. Chattering. Learning.
Working on the "Incomplete story". A story about a failed writer. The idea that I have been obsessed with over the years.
Sea. Sitting. By myself. Always equally mesmerised with the waves. Always amazed by the fact that I hadn't seen a sea for some 20 years of my life. Confessing my love to Bombay. The city. I love. My biggest love story.
Making plans. Achievable. Unachievable. Realistic. Fatalistic. Fantastic. Plans.
Being comfortable with silence. With loneliness. With myself. Keeping a distance. To keep floating. Being a quasi-existentialist.
Empathising. With people. On trains. On roads. In pain. In throes.
Dreaming.
Buying gifts. Buying cards.
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